monday morning, raining, and i did dreamt of war last nite. feels tired today. i spend my whole nite running away from bombs and gunshots..maybe its because i watch 28 weeks later before i went to sleep.
selsema...flu...idong gatal...i spend around 16 hours sleeping in total yesterday...stil not enough though...
meet da gals last saturday nite, maria still maria...diana still diana...its just ema finally found her happiness, good for her, she did suffer too much for the past 2 years. hepi for her, bit jealous actually...eli, still eli..
n suddenly manggis makes me smile....tp...i'm fasting today...so...consider xde redjeki la...hmm
nk tulis apa td...lupa dh ni...ni la padah tulis blog, analyze data n dgr lagu at da same time...
(after some times, kiut dah data)
something triggered on me last weekend as mr. D told me to think about my future sometimes...don't be to comfort with my life now..with frens, family, work...n not realizing how fast time goes by..i'm happy now, thats true. perhaps its because i'm in my comfort zone. x fikir byk pasal org lain...just diri sendiri...he's got point there...smpai bila nak duduk dlm comfort zone?
why we just can't get it all?
ema, she's happy now, but after losing her parents..
diana, already found the well paid job, but suffers inside..
maria, for all the ups and downs, n losing the rite one..
eli, once i thought i've got it all..but i was wrong..i dont have it all at the same time.
i found something and losing something else...
for now, i'm glad with what i have, let go what i've lost and hoping for what i dont have...
the weather makes me jiwang today..we always blame it on the weather...
p/s: kekasih gelapku? hmmm....mmg jiwang budak ni ari ni...
hari lepas hujan... :)
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