Friday, July 06, 2007

chapter 5 - a quiet friday afternoon

sitting alone in my office...writing blog, listening to radio, trying to book tickets for transformers...
the internet is hopelessly slow today..huhh....no sign of transformers tickets until now...

still smiling today. what made me smile? its because i know myself better now...
my heart (qalbun maridh) - a sick heart. i began to understand that and i'm healing my heart..

i'm very positive now. living in denial? hmmm...
perhaps..i'm just waiting..
waiting for something right to happen to me...

waiting for someone...
am i ready?
a friend of mine did ask that question yesterday...if the person is right n suit me...why not?

do i fancy someone now?
hahahaha....i'll leave that question for future...or unanswered...

is that the the reason? for why i'm smiling...not sick of love songs?
nahh...i'm not denying but the real reason is...finally, i'm opening my heart...
i'm alone now...but i'm happy...i'm optimistic...optimus prime...transformers?

sometimes...its better to let things happen naturally rather than pushing hard...its better to let go rather than holding on...its better to observe rather than to bond..and its better to smile rather than to laugh...

thanks to people around me...for always being there...n for all the guidance...
now i know that...appreciating is better than hoping for more..

error: no response from tgv = no transformers ticket booked...
surrender dah...tp nak transformers....aduhh....

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