there are times when we feel something that we cant describe. as in there's no words for it..perhaps it was meant to be kept by ourselves.
a smile that comes from nowhere, tears that suddenly appears, a sense of hollow that sometimes we felt..indescribable..
i do believe that sometimes, anytime, anywhere in this world, everybody have felt the feeling of loneliness..even when we're in open space filled with people..when we actually have everything..but we just feel empty...feels like there's a big empty hole in our heart..it just came..where we will feel the urgency to fill our heart with something...anything...where we really need someone to be with us..even just to sit beside us...or to smile....
and there are times when we're actually alone...but our heart feels warm..like we don need anything more..feels satisfied with what we already had...but...still...alone....
there's always explanation for everything we felt...things that i thought indescribable is actually describable....when people cant describe what they felt, is actually because they didn't want to describe it...afraid to admit perhaps...or afraid to feel....or afraid to let go....
then, it was left...unwritten and unspoken....
just words....
the unwritten and unspoken...they are just words....
but i guess...its hard for someone to do so...
myself....i rather say i'm feelingless than to admit...
selfish? coward?
perhaps...i would say...i'm..observing....
hahaha....silly gal...still dont want to admit...apa la nak jadi ni....
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment