chapter 10 - leaving on a jetplane

nervous breakdown to date: 5 times...
currently: trying to calm down. to prevent 6th nervous breakdown.
kpi: siap dah. weeee....
things will be missed: dina 11 months and dina's 1st birthday. dina.
korban lembu..hmm...xdpt join potong lembu...
hakim sunat...finally...
makan2 on raya haji
makan2 on birthday sendiri
will absolutely missed: mak abah...huuuu..
my bed: the love story..
neo si hensem..
anak2..buli mereka...
adik beradik...kawan gaduh..
mari2 n semah..
PROTON..series ni..
udara panas..
tempe, sambal belacan, food..food..
tv, astro, baring2 depan tv, malas2.tido.

between us ok,
i dont like traveling alone, to be at a new place, to feel lonely..wonder nak ngadu kat sape if suddenly terasa mcm hampas...
between us again ok?
saya ialah anak manja..

balik nnt, mesti dina x kenal dah...kena ngorat balik nih...

last words: eli...u can do it..be strong gal..be strong...