after 1 month:
feels like a bit mature since i got back from uk (or maybe perasan diri dah mature)..but uk really taught me a lot..jiwa kacau? no more...in total control now..i've got my groove back...ingat balik dah function gredi..hehehe...eventho, every weekend pn stadi balik diagnostic...series lupa...not lemau anymore. perhaps a bit lemau but not totally...
cinta dalam hati:
(^_^) i think its obvious...perhaps not too obvious. blame it on EOBD diagnostic and...myself. i really have this "muka berkaliber dan mari kita sorokkan apa yg kita rasa" face..yeah..eli perasan lagi.cinta dalam hati?? my advice? lets be nice to everybody...
things that i miss about norwich:
satu je. kelancaran lalulintas a.k.a no traffic jam..i missed that a lot....n not to forget...malam yang panjang..a total bonus for me and my passion for sleeping..
telepas nk tgk itik kena langgar dgn keta lotus kat test track :(
what a waste....
me tonite:
i'm blessed..to have someone that loves me a lot after all these years, my "not in mood" for everything, my era of "do not disturb", the hiding and lost..
tata my comfort zone...i guessed i'm ready for something new (see...mature dah budak nih)
finally...i smiles again. what goes around really comes around..
so again..my advice people, eventho we dont know what's the best for us, be nice to everyone...and believe, that 1 day..everyone will do the same...
my advice for myself:
kalo pas ni rasa empty or sedih lagik or miserable or dlm era kegelapan or jiwa kacau or pape la...p merayu kat bos2 suh anta jauh2 n lama2 so that boleh muhasabah diri n jadi mature...
there's no such thing as xde perasaan...its just a matter of time, berani or takut, ready or tak n...ngade2 xnak hati rasa sedih..so, block sume benda..
not good....
reminder: experience is the best teacher ever...
~eli mmg dah mature...i'm so proud~
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