i just notice this yesterday, ramadhan made me feels something inside..it can't be described..i recall my ramadhan years ago, at hostel, at uni...sahur with frens, buka with frens...the 'pancit'ness we felt when we over used our energy..my ramadhan two years ago.. mak, abah n ancun involved with accident..the most chaotic ramadhan ever...and the most not 'raya' ever..moments when i did my shopping for raya with anak2..its actually the raya preparation for the whole family. terasa macam dah ada family sendiri.
and my ramadhan last year, 1st ramadhan as a proton employee. ok la..1st ramadhan i actually kerja..this year, just like years before..there's something inside of me..and it only appears in the month of ramadhan. the feelings of 'ntah la'.
one thing that i like about ramadhan in my house is...dodol..the smell of asap n dodol n abang2 yang nak dpt fit body for raya (kacau dodol). i just can't imagine a ramadhan without dodol..dari kecik dah ada..since i can remember..even now, anak2 can complaint if there's no dodol..cucu sunar...
but this ramadhan, there's nurin's case..it made me speechless...nape ada org kejam cmtu? even animals won't treat others like that..i won't call that orang animal, but much worse than animal...usually i dont know what to wish for, but in this ramadhan, i wish, i pray, i hope for this world to be a better place, for everybody to be a better person, for no more brutallity on children, n for people to actually think. Allah gives us brain and wisdom to think..i wish for people to think with both brain and heart..
hopefully, everything is gonna be ok after this. guess, need to get ready..buka with da gals tonite..
and for all i still have, i really thank Allah for this.
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