y do i start this blog...today...now....i just need to write something...apart of pretending that i'm busy (office hour....after 4 days holiday...u do the math....hahaha)....
i feel completely empty but full...at the same time...well, i guessed i'm juz being confused...lost...thats wat i am lately....i want to pretend that everything is ok...actually...everything is ok...xcept for me....n its hard for me to adapt....why is evryone is so...normal...while...i'm here being a weirdo...
i'm not in those weird weirdo category...its just my mind...i cannot think straight.....ok...i'm barely thinking....i wish for so many things in my life....i've got it all....ok....apart from mazda rx8, being a pilot, n marry batman....but still, i'm blessed wit so many good things in my life....yeah...i own a car not rx8 of course, i have a job, living wit parents, wonderful family, loud friends....i couldn't ask for more.....
yet i'm not completely happy....sumthing is missing from me.....i can see it "byebye" me day by day.....i guess....i need to stop wishing....but keep on hoping.....damn....it hard....
today....i make a pledge....i wont let anybody.....mess with my life or my heart ever...again.....
this blog will remind me of this.....strong eli....strong....
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me....this is all about me....about...what i feel...what i want to be...what i've lost...what i want...what i need....n most importantly....who i am...
this is me
- eli
- i wish for nothing; i hope for everything; and i type the nonsense ~smiling~
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