chapter 11 - terabai

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apa lagi saya bole cakap?

-xdepe-

chapter 10 - low batt..35 mins remaining

i need to type fast..only 17% battery remains..

my pc n me..same conditions..low batt..i guess what i need now is sleep...

>-->-O eli tido..pantas2...battery dh nk abes....

eli n pc...
preparing to hibernate...

*mengarut sungguh dia nih*
*i dedicate this chapter to 'sleep'*

chapter 9 - .s.e.p.i.

my 2nd entry for today...i guess...blog ni je la tpt ngadu...
bila hati asik sedih, bila asik rasa nak marah...what sould we do?

what i did today...my mind was hibernated all day...did yoga..play with alya...n juz finish kemas bilik macam org gila...not a single habuk exist...pasni...iron baju...n then...let see...

i just want to sleep until.........until when?

until........hati x sedih lagi...

chapter 8 - empty...

zaf told me, there's a phrase in Quran saying something like, if there's a man that worth a devotion, that's a husband...

proven, seorang hubby mmg sgt tinggi darjatnya..

how to know whether we've met the right person?
is it the love that we felt?
the happiness?
the so called "chemistry"?
the way we tolerate?
the "pengorbanan"?
or the way we understand each other...

how do we know? wait until dah kahwin?

sometimes people just said, they just know its the right person...but how do they know?
ada bintang2 kat keliling muka that person ke?

n people will advice me..buat la istikarah...
i remember the last time i perform istikarah...i ended being single for 1 year...
the "happy period"

i remembered last week...RAGE..feels like "membelasah" org, hantuk kepala kat meja..
how about this week? 1st day...ok sket...sedih byk..pikir lagi byk...

eli bepikir.....eli bepikir....eli bepikir....

.... >-->O ....eli pikir smpai pengsan..