chapter 13 - sesuatu yg digelar ke'poyo'an

i'm soooooo into lagu cinta dalam hati by ungu...konon2 mcm frust la...kononnye la kan...
my luggage to date? 23kg++..hand luggage? 13kg kot..strategy nk lepas kastam...buat muka student, senyum a lot, check-in awal, bawak cash 20pound je, pakai serabut2...n wish sume org merry christmas!!!! (dalam hati..doa byk2) -i've become a luggage freak-

lately,
bila sume org (friends) plan nak kawen very soon but not that soon, i join them too. the more the merrier..plan..baik punya plan..bila makcik2 pn dah ikut nk plan (siap cucuk2 mak lagi), kita plan lagi advance..like, what colour, where to shopping (my sista dah ada list dah), what date...080808 mcm sgt fofular...20082008 pn fofular gak...my wedding planner to date? my 2 sistas, my sistas in law, my anak2, my mum (leader), my makciks n pakciks, n kezens...tenkiu abang2 kerana membiarkan hidup saya aman...
my calon to date? ....................................................
can u hear cengkerik? i thought like i just heard one...

my wedding plan to date? wallahh....berapi...kalah org nk kawen esok..i told my mum, my kaler tema, merah + hitam...wahahahahaha...giler evil..tp tu plan je la kan..plan ke? x pun..saja nk nyebok..amik feel...

my short term plan? nak goda pakcik kastam kat airport biar bg lepas luggage overweight..tu ah..time beli2 x pk sume tu...tp...buku kat sini murah..cane?
nak kedip2 mata, senyum2, buat muka innocent (yg selalunye dpt tipu famili gue)..n sume ni, akan dilaksanakan pada hari ahad..with my ability to mengorat.....mcm xde harapan...~hopeless eli~

my mid term plan? cuti2..jalan2..tido2....apa mid term plan? ntah...

my azam tahun baru? saya ingin menambah ketinggian dan anak2...20 to 22...uikkk...nak kena buat tabung duit raya dah ni...

my brain now? shutting down..i'm back home..i'm floating...i'm flying...

chapter 12 - luggage..huhhh....

another week...hmmm...the luggage? blame it to 20kg limit by MAS n heathrow airport. i'm so tense rite now...thinking bout the luggage...books that i bought, hand blender, add up everything...20kg++...arggghhhhh....
i forbid myself from further shopping. that's it. enough...

positive side...
another week to go...hohoho..at last..my makabah, my anak2, my bed, my neo, my..everything. i wanna watch enchanted, resident evil, back to back cinema/dvd (if i'm not too sleepy during the day), take the picture of eye of malaysia, lepak with the gals, watch astro...normal life. again.
my comfort zone.

chapter 11 - one very cold morning

this time, next 2 week, insyaAllah, i will be at a very different place. warmer..

i learn a lot lately. but what i really treasure is, i can drive manual car in this wheather..really proud of myself...
i learn to appreciate..everything..every little things that i have..
and i think i'm healed..in sense that, i learned more about myself..
and believe that everything is ok..
and a smile, is never a waste..

"You have to do the best with what God gave you." - Forrest Gump's mama

chapter 10 - Selamat Pagi Malaysia...

its 5.44am in Malaysia...bangun2..g keje..isnin nih..
i dont usually awake at this hour..not on monday..and normally hating the thought of getting up early, getting ready for work and the traffic...
missing that feeling..and my pink selipar jepun..
rindu nak pakai sipar jepun..
me now? i'm supposed to write my fifth week report...but, the thought of malaysia early in the morning made me feels like writing this..
its been 5 weeks..3 more weeks to go..i already list the meal i want to eat once i get back..on top of the list...tempe goreng..followed by, masak lemak sayur, kicap bilal, n i really missed ikan kembung...
fish here? very classy..ikan laut utara yg x berpeluh, kaya dgn minyak omega, sah2 hancur kalo masak kari..ikan scott emulsion..
duhhh...i'm just a simple budak jawa who loves tempe..
what if i call mak at this hour? sure dia tekezut..x tido lagi anak aku ni...hehehe...sok je la...eh jap...tunggu kul 3 ptg kang la...time mak tgh tgk cite liontin..kaco mak tgk tv..heeee...jahat betul anak dia...

waaa...kul seploh dah ni...tulis report eli, pastu tido..sok keje...